My secret

Hari ni saya kastaw kawan saya, Ivy pasal crush saya tahun ini.. Omigosh! I really did spitted the name out! Gosh! I'm so embarrassed! Embarrassing! I won't tell anybody about my secret anymore! Because I'd already told the person I had crushed on for this year (2011) to Ivy, so she also told about her secret..

She told me about she had a crush on a guy from the same class as my crush.. She always wants our another friend be with her own crush (Ivy's crush), but I know Ivy will suffer to watch her friend trying to be with the one she doesn't really like, where Ivy likes the guy.. Isn't that hurts ALOT? Do you get my point? Sorry for the improper English~

Anyway, back to my crush.. He's not that cute and handsome, but I like him because he's kind-hearted.. Whenever he talks, he walk, he eats and he sings, I know his style because I'd observed him since last year and I'd crushed on him since last year when we were in a camp.. But, I can't tell him because I know he already had his choice.. So, I don't want to interrupt his effort to get the girl of her choice.. :(

I was so happy when last Thursday he finally talked to for many months had passed by.. I just can't believe I finally talked to him and he started it first.. Last Saturday I saw him passed me by when I was eating in a restaurant, but unfortunately I didn't saw him when he passed me by the side at first. However, I saw him then when he passed me by the front.. When I saw him, I was choked and I dropped my chopstick.. Gosh! I hope he didn't saw me doing that..

But, to tell the truth, I can't lie my feelings! I can feel the aura when he passed me by although I can't see his smile which he always gave me last year.. I'm not sure what that suppose to be mean, but for my perception, he started to hate me because I always make him feel like only a soft breeze that passed me by without knowing his existence..

Anyway, sorry.. These are my secrets..