Why??!!!

Huhu.. Why must these things happened on me? Why? Why on earth I'm the chosen one? Huh? Teda orang len lae ka? Why must be me?

Okay, if only I don't like him, I mean, NEVER liked him, then I would not have to think about all these feelings thingy, right? But, OMG, I'm so hurt and depressed about these feelings and it feel like, I just wanna swift like a thin air and dissapeared from the crowd.. Can life be that simple? Don't have to think much? Are there people who have these experience? I'm stressed to death, u noe? I dunno why.. I noe, I must concentrate in ma study first, then when I'm already grown up, then I can seek for ma "true love" (kunun..).. Ugh.. But, can't I just admire this somebody and not involve any feelings?

Well, I liked this guy, but u noe la, he doesn't like me.. haha.. Funneh.. =) Then, I made an account and pretend the other account is other girl.. Hahha.. But, he didn't even noe the picture I put is an artist and he didn't noe about it!!! haha.. Well, that's funneh.. haha.. ^_^

And then, I pretend to be smebodeh else and asked him what he thinks about ME.. I mean, the real me, not the other me.. haha.. Well, he said he didn't even liked me.. and, after awhile, he said to me that my style is the style that he like.. Well, I'm thinking, "style sia yg dia suka, but owng dia, dia nda suka.. So, he only like ma style, but not ma physical.." I'm so sad, but I try tomake myself happy and try to think about it again and again UNTIL I found the solution and barely to laugh at myself.. haha.. Well, I can't post it here, cause that solution and ma thinking are so damn stupid.. P.S.: Don't try this at home.. hahhaa ^^